Do You Like Marcheshvan? Try Replacing “Marcheshvan” with “Yourself.”

Can a bitter month help you find life’s sweetness?

We are in the middle of the month of Marcheshvan. It is commonly seen as the doldrums of the Jewish year. Marcheshvan immediately follows the holiday-packed month of Tishrei, but does not have a singular celebratory day. The name of the month says it all. Marcheshvan comes from a slight modification of the words “Marach Sheman” which simply means “the eighth month.” It does not really have a name, but a number. It just is. (For more information on that root of the name, see here.) In addition, many see the month as possessing the prefix “Mar” – which means bitter, to connote the month’s existence as the epitome of ordinary. The feeling of plainness sometimes pervades the atmosphere of the month. The shofar of Rosh Hashana has long been silenced, the intensity and joy of Yom Kippur seem like a distant memory, and the Sukkah is stored away.

Often people look forward to the next month, Kislev, as a beacon in the perceived gloominess of fall and winter. Chanukah begins in the end of Kislev, so Kislev itself is the harbinger of the Festival of Lights, providing respite from the lethargy of Marcheshvan.

However, you might appreciate an important and essential uniqueness of Marcheshvan. The holidays of Tishrei are celebratory and exciting, but they also distract us from ourselves. When we are focusing on a goal of repentance before Yom Kippur or constructing a Sukkah before Sukkos, we can focus less on the simplicity of our own existence. Holidays serve as a diversion from thinking about who we are and our own sense of self. When they end, we need to face ourselves and the complexities of our own personality strengths and weaknesses, our self-esteem or lack of it, and our perhaps underdeveloped self-understanding. The day to day cycle of Marcheshvan and its possible monotony can prompt us to focus on who we are.

Yet, it is sometimes difficult and distressing to turn inward and think about ourselves, our goals, and our vicissitudes. It is much easier to be distracted. The bitterness of Marcheshvan is not only because of lack of holidays, but because of the discomfort that sometimes comes from within.

Consequently, the light at the end of the tunnel of Marcheshvan is not only Chanukah, with its happiness and festivity at the very end of the month. A brighter light might come from looking within and examining and exploring our own struggles and strengths, foibles and fortitude, and vulnerability and valiance. There is pleasure not only in lighting – as in Chanukah candles, but from being enlightened – with self-understanding.

Society has allowed us access to many distractions that can fool ourselves into being at peace with not looking inward. These can be very palliative in Marcheshvan-type parts of the year; when we feel uncertain, unsettled, or in pain. Perhaps those situations are better addressed by exploring and trying to understand ourselves rather than diverting our attention.

What do you feel like during Marcheshvan? The days are getting shorter, it is getting colder, and there are no festivals to ponder. You might experience the ups and downs of autumn and have a new appreciation of why we also call the season “fall.” Perhaps ask yourself if you like Marcheshvan, and then switch the word “Marcheshvan” with “yourself.” The way you feel as autumn comes might be a good indicator about how you think about your most important person – You.

Perhaps your thoughts will hint to you that you will gain from embarking on a journey of self understanding where you can grow your love of self. Maybe it holds a mirror to your life and reminds you of the beauty of setting priorities and goals to live by. It is possible that Marcheshvan lovingly prods you to turn inward.

Kislev is thought of as paving the way toward the glorious days of the Chanukah miracles. Yet, the ordinary weeks before Chanukah can also stimulate us to spend time with, discover, and try to understand ourselves. There is a sweet opportunity in the midst of a month with a bitter reputation. Greater self-awareness and self-understanding might shed light on our lives, in Marcheshvan-type days, Chanukah-type holidays, and through all the days of the year.

2 thoughts on “Do You Like Marcheshvan? Try Replacing “Marcheshvan” with “Yourself.””

  1. how fascinating that cheshvan as the otherwise most ordinary mundane month, is also the eighth- l’maaleh min hateva!

    along the lines of “yamim shein bahem cheifetz”??

    On Sun, Oct 24, 2021 at 5:27 AM Rabbi Shmuel Maybruch’s Blog wrote:

    > Shmuel Maybruch posted: ” We are in the middle of the month of > Marcheshvan. It is commonly seen as the doldrums of the Jewish year. > Marcheshvan immediately follows the holiday-packed month of Tishrei, but > does not have a singular celebratory day. The name of the month says it > all” >

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